hey guys, its been a darn long time since i last post. n most probably no one would be reading this now. well, i wouldnt blame you. its all beacause of me. damn bloody me, stuck in a world where blame is accepted by me and only me. BUT if you're reading this please tag on that simple little tag board there <<<<>must put glue in his cube next time so that he wouldnt win me! wahahaha
had dance rehearsals for Hyderabad today. only 4 boys came. we did something simple for our part. thats all
im getting quite interested in basketball nowadays. this brings back the memory of last year's sec 1 cca orientation when we were at basketball try-outs and i scored a perfect lay-up.. when i was writing my name on the registration form the guy holding the clip board told me:" join basketball, next time you'll have a very good career" what happenned the next day? i put NCC as my 1st choice and basketball as my 2nd choice. now... i've regretted it a little because... well, i feel that basketball is my passion. and now i am finding basketball trainings outside that cost up to $500. but NCC isnt that bad too. i mean, u get lifeskills, get great friends that turn into brothers, and provides you with a smart uniform that honourable men wear when they are 18. last year, when i still had that cca form, i was so confident in putting NCC in my first choice. but now, i feel thai should have done otherwise. but come to think of it, if i had'nt joined NCC, i would'nt have met great people like Elan, Nicholas, Haikal, Fazly, Affendy, Hakim, Vijay and many more. we were total strangers in the first day of NCC last year. but after one year, we became as close as. brothers? thats a good thing.
exams are in 2 weeks time. im not really prepared. ok lets make a countdown here.
10 more days to exams!!to that someone
we've not been in contact with each other recently. you havent been replying to my sms-es and messages in msn. yes. i know that im arrogant. nothing you do will change that. but so what if i am? what would you do? just sit down there and keep saying 'arrogant'? well im sure you havent noticed and im sure that you don't even know, that im so damn f-ing pissed/fed-up/f-ed up with you always saying that. yes, i do hurt your feelings sometimes. and im sorry for that. well, i guess i dont care anymore. go on and tell the world how arrogant i am. turn the whole world against me. make me the last person on earth to be liked by anybody. make me an outcast. you are an icon anyway. people would listen to you. not to me, an arrogant bastard.to that other someone.im less important to you now. just the boy who sits behind/beside/a whole classroom away from you. no longer someone who shares feelings with you. no longer someone who feels the same way he does about you as he did before. i gave you attitude which you didnt like, i have a split mentality. you've figured it out already. and if you don't like it, why don't you just tell me. instead of complaining about it everytime. tell me how i can improve from there. after everything i have done for you, this is what i get back. its not like im trying to say that you're a very bad person. you are a great friend. a great friend who has found your new set of friends. i guess its time for me to find my new set of friends too. suit yourself. forget me if you have to. im not worthy of being remembered.to those 2 i mentioned above, im not writing that to tell you to change for me or what. stay the way you are. you have your good friends. you'll lose them if you change.time for a new Bryan Ang Chin Hong. no longer horny, no longer lazy and no longer being a dumb-ass. he'll surface one day. we'll see.
Labels: dead blog, friends no more., looking for a suitable career
Chin Hong
^^V || 9:10 PM
